Life After Deaf: My Misadventures in Hearing Loss and Recovery
Noel Holston
May 9, 2021
Noel Holston spoke about his experiences related in his book, Life After Deaf – My Misadventures in Hearing Loss and Recovery.
Born in Mississippi, he had a career in journalism, starting out as a reporter, and becoming a TV critic for the Orlando Sentinel and Newsday. He described himself as “unscathed” until waking up one morning in 2010 with hearing gone. The cause remains unclear; it seems to have been an autoimmune thing.
Various attempts to treat the problem with drugs did not work. Finally, recourse was had to a cochlear implant. Holston explained that this is not akin to a hearing aid. Instead, it’s a mini-computer that translates sounds into digital impulses, sent down a wire into the relevant area of the brain, which then in turn translates the data into what it makes sense of in a way similar to how it interprets sounds received in the normal fashion. The implant is installed in the skull by boring a hole. Holston likened it to a root canal.
After the surgery, at first the sounds seem like gibberish; it takes some time and effort for the brain to learn the new system, and eventually to understand spoken words. Holston said it was a two year struggle for him, and even then, not very successful. Finally the problem was discovered: a wire had worked its way out and was dangling in his ear canal. This necessitated pulling out the cochlear implant and re- installing a new one, a do-over, with the whole learning process restarted. This time the results were better.
Holston is now able to function quite well hearing and speaking words. However, he said he’d always been “marinated” in music; he married a singer; but his ability to enjoy music is still much impaired, because the implant system does not allow for the range and nuances of sound that music entails. Holston said he’s now able to appreciate music that he’s very familiar with, so his memory fills a lot in. But new music can’t do much for him.
He characterized his book as really being about learning to live with limits and challenges. Getting “scathed” makes one grow. “What doesn’t kill me,” he said, “makes a good story.”